she said,
"I wanna find the guy that listens to me yet allows me to listen,
let me make all the decisions yet help me make the decisions,
and I will work hard but not that hard,
so he has to support me in any way possible."

wow.. lol..

questions for me?
ask and you'll be answered..
lol


she said that this space is filled with my emotions..
yes she is right..
this is the sanctuary for me to .....
ya you get it.








*sigh*
all the questions in the world for me..
who knows my question?
what is my question anyway?


do you know your question?

i'll admit, i am lazy..
lol.. lazy to update my blog..

can't seem to fall asleep, been tossing and turning in bed since 1am..
so what the hell, might as well make full use of my system overdrive time.


so school has started since late september..
final year le, and i've been relatively good!
been attending classes and doing my tutorials..
but the worry is there for the honors..

agrader has started again after the year end holidays..
wish us luck!!

met up with zhan peng, kenny and eric last night.
fook yew wasn't able to join us loh..
sad..
we were catching up on one anothers' life and stuff..
and i was asked the all important questions: so what have you been up to? got gf alr?
haha..
i think my replies surprised them quite a bit..

have been thinking about my future lately..
so old alr still studying for degree a bit lao kui hor..
anyway after graduation next year, i'm planning to get a job.
as to what kinda job i'll be looking for that has yet to be decided..
as for agrader, it will still be there running..
if growth rate is going exponential, then i will focus on it instead.
the aim is to generate enough customer base and open tuition center(s),
from where the co-ordination will still carry on..
of course when the whole process has gone into automation,
i'll definitely look for a job to broaden my horizon..
studying masters is an option i may seriously look into,
but that one still has much to consider about..
2 years of working experience leh..

love life?
lonely uncle loh..
got lah.. there's somebody..
but then she attached..
stupid right, i always like gals who are attached..
haha.. i can see myself still single at 35..
grandma keep saying that she wanna see us all get married before she leaves..
what the hell.. i don't think i can fulfill your wish grandma..
your grandson is not on wanted list.. bo bian..

mother just kp me..
hai~~ cannot sleep what you want me to do..
can't possibly ask me to lie on the bed n wait for sleep to claim me right..



actually my thoughts are full of you, you, you and you..
damn

wassup guys!!
finally decided to pick the book off the shelf for some dusting..
well it's been 2 mths since the last post too..


ya i know i disappeared..
i don't deny that; was practically buried in work.
pls visit www.a-grader.com
that's what which has consumed my time these days.
can't remember if i've introduce this to you guys before..
it's a tuition agency kevan and i have set up.
pretty neat eh don't you think?
i finally get to experience the anything and everything that goes into running your own business!!
it was a slow start, but business expanded quite fast i'll say..
of course there were quarrels between kevan and me,
but it does has its enjoyable and fun moments too.
bad decisions were made, lessons were learned;
ugly words were exchanged, praises were sung too..
all in all, it made me realised that teamwork is the synergy to get any organisation to grow..
in it we make up for one anothers' shortfall to create a balanced all-rounder team to face challenges..
it made me realise a bit more of myself, find out more about my strengths and weaknesses.


went thailand with dad, mom, eldest sis-in-law and her mom 13-15/07/09
took the plane for the 1st time in my life!!
hahaha.. quite an enjoyable experience.
thailand is quite a nice place..
people are friendly, very approachable.
girls are pretty too!
too bad my parents were around,
else would have flirted with the cute hotel front desk girls..
lol..
love the food, minus the large amount of chilli and spices.
one thing i observed about the thais was that they are genuinely happy.
no matter their living conditions, no matter their future, no matter their lives..
no matter what they are doing, they are happy,
contended with what little they have and make the best out of it.
look at us, city dwellers within one of the most successful nations in the world.
we have so much, bt we are not contended at all.
we are unhappy with our lives, we moan about what we do not have.
we yearn for more and more, demand more from everyone around us.
laughable, aren't we?
sharing the same room with mom and dad made me realised that life is really short..
the last time i share room with them was in primary school,
back when we wanted to enjoy the air-conditioner.
lol.. ya it's more than a decade ago, but still seem like yesterday.
look at myself now, 26 this yr.. dad is already 61, and mom is 53..
reality really dealt me a heavy blow in my guts was i laid on bed in the hotel room.
give it 2 more decades, and mom and dad will probably be laid to eternal rest...
all the hate, pain and anger bottled up within me these yrs seem just so childish..
we are still a family after all..
yup, how foolish of me to have wasted all these yrs..
so i've decided to mend the bridges, to communicate more with them..
i love you dad, i love you mom..


vincent left on 03/09/09 for a 2yr stint in seoul with nexon..
great uh?? the tall guy gets to bio all the pretty girls..
lol.. take care of yourself man..
dominic and i are going over next year after exams for a holiday.
yea!!


the results were released a few weeks ago.
yes i passed all but i am not happy at all.
my expectations were not realised.
now i'm left with my final 4 modules,
and they are my final chance at 2nd lower class.
all 4 modules!
man, got to really slog my life for the 2nd lower class!!
school is commencing this coming monday..


goodbye holidays, hello school
goodbye slacking, hello slogging

missing someone whom i should not be..
it's good to hear your voice..

the blog is not dead ok..
was busy busy with exams..
and yes, the nightmare is finally over!!
cya in another 12mths!!


yup, and i'm having a 3mths holiday~~
sounds great right??
haha..
it's not great at all man..


moving forward,
in a year's time, i'll be graduating..
and then, i'm out in the working society!!
waking up early in the morning every weekday,
dragging my feet to work when the sun is still sleeping..
man...
student life is definitely better by a long shot...
lol..


anyways,
wanted to look for a short internship..
but randy proposed that we go co-partnership in tuition coordination..
i accepted..
figured it's a good way to get some experience on setting up your own business,
managing conflicts, setting targets and achieving them etc..
this sure is going to get exciting!

wish us luck!!

how far can inconsideration go??


idiot made me wake up early in the morning,
not enough sleep never mind;
got bathed by the torrential rain,
wet never mind;
fucking bus got stuck in the fucking jam for half an hour,
cannot move never mind;
then idiot called me said he solved the bloody question last night!!
chee bye if i wasn't on the bus i think i would have screamed at him man..
c'mon lah,
at least drop me a message mah..
wasted half my fucking day,
tired, and now i'm sneezing like fuck!!!
then on my way back idiot said wanna go meet girlfriend for movie!!
so, i'm left with a wild goose chase,
and unable to get the problem solved because idiot is going out to make merry..


fuck lah, don't feel like talking liao lah..
just IDIOT lah!!!