it's all prepared..
but i feel that there's something missing,
and i have no idea how to improve on that..
hmmm


i wonder if you will like it..
*fingers crossed*

it's the season of giving again!!
christmas is around the corner!
and the headache of what to buy for who is here too..
lol..
actually, rationality makes the decision for us all..
just buy/make for those dear to us..
the rest of you..
well, you guys are close to my heart too, just not that close at the moment..
hahaha..
rationality and reality are real bitches ya..


got myself a banana republic shirt and a ben sherman tee..
think they look great on me..
or rather, i look great in them..
lol..


leon told me he is joining the property boom next month..
KT jio me too..
truth is i am so tempted, but i have to think about agrader too..
i like agrader with all the negotiations and follow ups..
hell ya, as if i really like it so much..
but it is a partnership with kevan..
it's just unlike me to ring him up one fine day and say,"hey, let's call it quits. it's been nice working together."
on the other side, KT and leon are like flashing the pile of notes at me..
"time is money, and probably more." said KT..
ya, money and probably more..
and time is certainly not on my side..
opinion seeking time..
feel free to comment guys


you know sometimes when you meet a fair lady,
and after various interactions,
you just seem to know what she is thinking..
i don't know if you call that chemistry or just plain understanding..
the thought of me finishing your sentences with 90% hit rate scares me too..
hahaha..
truth is,
1. i did not install spy camera in your house, but the live feed is quite clear.
2. it's finanically impossible for me to x-ray your thoughts, maybe you bluetooth-ed them to me?
3. i just know what you are thinking most of the time..
4. it should not be me who is doing this.. ps: you know what i'm talking about.

i think i dreamt last night..
did i?
i can't remember too clearly..
don't remember most of my dreams anyway..


mother likes to shout when talking..
somebody tell her to speak in normal tones pls..

she said,
"I wanna find the guy that listens to me yet allows me to listen,
let me make all the decisions yet help me make the decisions,
and I will work hard but not that hard,
so he has to support me in any way possible."

wow.. lol..

questions for me?
ask and you'll be answered..
lol


she said that this space is filled with my emotions..
yes she is right..
this is the sanctuary for me to .....
ya you get it.








*sigh*
all the questions in the world for me..
who knows my question?
what is my question anyway?


do you know your question?

i'll admit, i am lazy..
lol.. lazy to update my blog..

can't seem to fall asleep, been tossing and turning in bed since 1am..
so what the hell, might as well make full use of my system overdrive time.


so school has started since late september..
final year le, and i've been relatively good!
been attending classes and doing my tutorials..
but the worry is there for the honors..

agrader has started again after the year end holidays..
wish us luck!!

met up with zhan peng, kenny and eric last night.
fook yew wasn't able to join us loh..
sad..
we were catching up on one anothers' life and stuff..
and i was asked the all important questions: so what have you been up to? got gf alr?
haha..
i think my replies surprised them quite a bit..

have been thinking about my future lately..
so old alr still studying for degree a bit lao kui hor..
anyway after graduation next year, i'm planning to get a job.
as to what kinda job i'll be looking for that has yet to be decided..
as for agrader, it will still be there running..
if growth rate is going exponential, then i will focus on it instead.
the aim is to generate enough customer base and open tuition center(s),
from where the co-ordination will still carry on..
of course when the whole process has gone into automation,
i'll definitely look for a job to broaden my horizon..
studying masters is an option i may seriously look into,
but that one still has much to consider about..
2 years of working experience leh..

love life?
lonely uncle loh..
got lah.. there's somebody..
but then she attached..
stupid right, i always like gals who are attached..
haha.. i can see myself still single at 35..
grandma keep saying that she wanna see us all get married before she leaves..
what the hell.. i don't think i can fulfill your wish grandma..
your grandson is not on wanted list.. bo bian..

mother just kp me..
hai~~ cannot sleep what you want me to do..
can't possibly ask me to lie on the bed n wait for sleep to claim me right..



actually my thoughts are full of you, you, you and you..
damn

wassup guys!!
finally decided to pick the book off the shelf for some dusting..
well it's been 2 mths since the last post too..


ya i know i disappeared..
i don't deny that; was practically buried in work.
pls visit www.a-grader.com
that's what which has consumed my time these days.
can't remember if i've introduce this to you guys before..
it's a tuition agency kevan and i have set up.
pretty neat eh don't you think?
i finally get to experience the anything and everything that goes into running your own business!!
it was a slow start, but business expanded quite fast i'll say..
of course there were quarrels between kevan and me,
but it does has its enjoyable and fun moments too.
bad decisions were made, lessons were learned;
ugly words were exchanged, praises were sung too..
all in all, it made me realised that teamwork is the synergy to get any organisation to grow..
in it we make up for one anothers' shortfall to create a balanced all-rounder team to face challenges..
it made me realise a bit more of myself, find out more about my strengths and weaknesses.


went thailand with dad, mom, eldest sis-in-law and her mom 13-15/07/09
took the plane for the 1st time in my life!!
hahaha.. quite an enjoyable experience.
thailand is quite a nice place..
people are friendly, very approachable.
girls are pretty too!
too bad my parents were around,
else would have flirted with the cute hotel front desk girls..
lol..
love the food, minus the large amount of chilli and spices.
one thing i observed about the thais was that they are genuinely happy.
no matter their living conditions, no matter their future, no matter their lives..
no matter what they are doing, they are happy,
contended with what little they have and make the best out of it.
look at us, city dwellers within one of the most successful nations in the world.
we have so much, bt we are not contended at all.
we are unhappy with our lives, we moan about what we do not have.
we yearn for more and more, demand more from everyone around us.
laughable, aren't we?
sharing the same room with mom and dad made me realised that life is really short..
the last time i share room with them was in primary school,
back when we wanted to enjoy the air-conditioner.
lol.. ya it's more than a decade ago, but still seem like yesterday.
look at myself now, 26 this yr.. dad is already 61, and mom is 53..
reality really dealt me a heavy blow in my guts was i laid on bed in the hotel room.
give it 2 more decades, and mom and dad will probably be laid to eternal rest...
all the hate, pain and anger bottled up within me these yrs seem just so childish..
we are still a family after all..
yup, how foolish of me to have wasted all these yrs..
so i've decided to mend the bridges, to communicate more with them..
i love you dad, i love you mom..


vincent left on 03/09/09 for a 2yr stint in seoul with nexon..
great uh?? the tall guy gets to bio all the pretty girls..
lol.. take care of yourself man..
dominic and i are going over next year after exams for a holiday.
yea!!


the results were released a few weeks ago.
yes i passed all but i am not happy at all.
my expectations were not realised.
now i'm left with my final 4 modules,
and they are my final chance at 2nd lower class.
all 4 modules!
man, got to really slog my life for the 2nd lower class!!
school is commencing this coming monday..


goodbye holidays, hello school
goodbye slacking, hello slogging