SIMON SAMUEL

and i thought the worst of troubles are over..
ok i know this space is filled with unhappy, frustrated, angry words,
but what what the hell this is my space to whine about my life!


i know the rest of them do not like you a bit..
you are self-centered, bitchy, attention-seeking selfish and etc..
but i took pity on you given that i am your friend..
i was willing to overlook your shortcomings as a homosapien..
and that is why i try my best to get you to come along in our sessions..
i even shared with you some of my secrets..
never would i have thought that you will just blurt it out to her..
just like that..
you know, i really do not know what the fuck is your brain located..
it does not seem to sit atop of your head..
have you even considered the consequences of revealing secrets entrusted to you by others??
i just don't understand at all how could you fucking hell do this to me?!?!?!
you have shutted down communications between us..
just like that!
you have made the awkwardness between us so loud that even the world can hear it..
just like that!!
you have effectively threw the friendship i have painstakingly built over the year with her outta the window!!
just fucking like - that!!!!
ccb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


and that was last night..
i did not wanna call and scream at you since everything is irreversible..
so now, you are effectively outta my life..



so i came back today deciding i will take a nap and study a bit..
and you walked in, saying i go JB for sleazy purposes..
what the fuck?!?!
where did that accusation come from?!?!!!!!
how can you accuse me of doing such things?!?!
are you saying that, i, of your very own blood, is a man of no morals and principles?!?!
if so, that shows how badly you have fared in my upbringing!!
you have failed in your basic duty!!!!


damnit!!!



and now both you two parties are the cause of my stupid knn back ache!!!
FUCKING HELL