SIMON SAMUEL

it's march 7..
tt's 3 weeks after i gave her a bunch of roses..
damages: wasted 2 friendships and wasted time to plug drain holes..
hahaha..

yea..
go ahead..
laugh at me..
because i'm laughing at myself too..

c'mon simon..
take a look in the mirror..
so much bitterness and anger w/i these few weeks..
is that really you??

looking back, i don't even recognise myself..
i was quick to judge, quick to hate, quick to rectify..
alas, all is lost..
or has it?
i don't know..

it was supposed to be a simple bouquet of roses meant for someone i have developed a tinge of romantic interest in..
so said the roses, so said thy heart, thy feelings..
well, i guess i have known the outcome before i set forth to task..
ya..
there are a billion "i should have, i should not have"..
nasty words in the heat of anger, irreversible actions done hastily..
ultimately, things have thus turned out this way..
fuck, there are a lot of things i wanna say..
but some are better left buried in me..
so let's make do with it shall we simon??

truth is, i only have myself to blame..

i'm sorry to you 2 for causing the confusion, hurt, anger and all..
shan't name names for the sake of privacy..
but you know who you are..

fuck, this is so edison chen lah.. knn..


by the way, homosapiens is just the biological term for human beings..