woke up this morning with an empty feeling..
damit
this isn't a good time for me to get all emotional.






have a bad feeling about this evening..

hit the sack around 8.30pm last night..
and the next time i opened my eyes,
it 9.30am!
13hrs of sleep!
wah that's damn rare..
my daily sleeping hours average between 6-7hrs.
13hrs is twice of that already,
like i'm sleeping for 2 days!
lol..
okk enough of the crap.




contacted a few leads yesterday,
and i was pretty surprised that they want to look for a new flat.
i mean CNY is coming,
like a bit weird to change units now..
anyhow, it's still money to be earnt.
smell it!!












apparently you are not being pampered enough,
hence the illness..
hahaha..
get well soon!

won't it be nice if you can wake up smiling everyday?
i'll wish for that..


i glanced at the seat beside me..
the empty seat..
how i wish you were here..
your laughter will fill the space between us,
and nothing else really matters..

i felt relief washed over me..
lol..
i finally let loose..
so it's bye bye come end of jan for tuition,
and hello property!!
a bit sad to see my efforts plugged,
but lessons have been learnt,
so it's time for the next challenge..
=)

this is the 2nd time you gave me that look again..
eyes that tell me you have something to say,
but just cannot bring yourself to...








one day,
i really really hope that,
you will say those magic words to me..








i just want to take you into my embrace,
and let the world fade away..

i miss you

it's not that i hate you or anything..
it just your attitude towards me isn't like how partners should treat each other
and we are not exactly making sufficient profits..


how do i tell you that i want out?



kevan: do u love her?
me: lol.. what a question to ask. but i guess, i am starting to. everything about her just seem perfect to me.
kevan: oh..
-silence-
me: it's kinda wrong to ask me this question isn't it?
kevan: lol..
-silence again-
me: i think she caught the rhythm to my heart.


 






there are just some things that once said
will forever change the bond between us..
so am i supposed to whisper them into the tin can
and bury it under the tree?