how far can inconsideration go??


idiot made me wake up early in the morning,
not enough sleep never mind;
got bathed by the torrential rain,
wet never mind;
fucking bus got stuck in the fucking jam for half an hour,
cannot move never mind;
then idiot called me said he solved the bloody question last night!!
chee bye if i wasn't on the bus i think i would have screamed at him man..
c'mon lah,
at least drop me a message mah..
wasted half my fucking day,
tired, and now i'm sneezing like fuck!!!
then on my way back idiot said wanna go meet girlfriend for movie!!
so, i'm left with a wild goose chase,
and unable to get the problem solved because idiot is going out to make merry..


fuck lah, don't feel like talking liao lah..
just IDIOT lah!!!

i don't really care if my friends leave me for this..
ha! i don't know if they are friends in the first place, with all sincerity..
so, if you think you might feel offended, quit reading :)


yes exams are around the corner,
and yes, we are all nervous..
so yes, we naturally wanna do well for our papers..


what really baffles me is that where are the friends when you need them??
especially in dire times of need - desperation??
yes i can only have myself to blame for not attending classes..
lol.. but looking back, when you requested for help, were i not there for you?
and you?
and you??
i don't and hate to think that i have ever let any of them down when need was requested of me..
and, i did not ask for any favor or repayment in any kind..
what matters more than the friendship we have built together?


and there is mr lau..
this one really have to scold..
now that he is in desperate times,
he expects everyone to adhere to his requests..
throwing tantrums like a kid..
damn..
he is juz going hysterical!!
all the thoughts of knocking down peoples' doors just to force them to help him!!
like wtf lah..
hahaha..


anyway, these are my thoughts, my blog..
so if you are having any twinge of guilt after reading;
or angry or whatever,
don't be..


goodluck for your exams peeps!!

exams are less than 3 weeks away!!
damn..
i still have lotsa mugging to do!!


very tired recently,
probably from the revision ba..


i heard the song again!!
and again!!!
and again!!!!!
can't help but smile lah..
thinking of what have happened..
lol..
pretty silly don't you think??


ok, think that's enough for now..
gotta dive back into my notes!!
wish me lots and lots and lots of luck guys!! :-)