MERRY post CHRISTMAS!!!
Christmas is juz great!!!
presents, presents n more presents!!
honestly speaking,
this is the first time in my entire life when i receive the most presents ever!!
hahahaha..
some might not suit me, but still,
thank u all for the presents!!


it was especially nice when i receive the present from u...
and the call i got from u,
i really hope there was something more to it..
*fingers crossed for thursday*


okie, i'll probably offend a few people in this entry..
so let me say sorry before i start on the offensive...


i may have only been through one relationship,
but i feel that i have learnt a lot from it..
which is why i just cannot understand why can u two come to this situation..
there are so many problems between the two of u!!
omfg, any stranger would have thought this is a virgin relationship..
i don't take sides,
but i think that both of u are not without faults...
and yes, break up is the easiest way out always..
but i do believe a couple should work out their problems right from the start..
and communication is the only way to sustain a relationship..
so one is a bit anti-social, and the other likes to stone..
plus both are stubborn..
u can pretty well work out the end result..


in any case, both are my friends,
so of course i'll love to see u two work it out...
just prove me wrong alright...


and to u guys out there...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
in advance..

the email came from the management
and in it came these words:


Dear All,
FYNA for the attached.
Please note that Sunday's OT will be temporary suspended until further notice.



short and sweet huh...
What kind of crap is this?!?!


i seriously do not understand how this fucked up organisation works..
time and time again customers will call in to complain on how bad our management is..
and time and time again my colleagues and i,
fronting the customer service, have to pacify them..
we are temp staff..
furthermore, my personal agenda in rejoining the company is to chiong the OTs for the money..
but personal agenda aside,
look at this..
the bulk of our pay comes from OT,
especially on our off and rest days
if they say that this is an unforseen circumstance,
then why in the world did they employ such crappy weekend temps anyway?!?!
it only adds on to their current workload!!
and so they do OTs, but not us?!?!
and currently,
it is not about OTs being subjected to approval or not,
bcz there is nothing for us to even input for approval!
rather, it's about - read the words - SUSPENDED TILL FURTHER NOTICE...
even if the bitch can say that we are still allowed to fill up the slots,
it's just a temporal measure to alay our frustrations!!
the management might as well suspend my services or retrench me!!
so when they are having a shortage of staff,
they asked us to do OT for them..
and everything can be negotiated..
the bitch will be walking around, almost forcing us to fill up the OTs for them..
the the few of us "old birds" are able to siam from her malicious claws...
but even then, sometimes we still have to do it..
all the "compulsory 1hr OT",
or u'll see some poor TL going around to literally beg us to fill up the OT list..
now that they don't need us, the message is channelled through email..
cold, hard, unfeeling, non-negotiable..
didn't we learn during training that "at , we provide a personalised service to customers"?
and where is that personal touch now??
so we as employees, part-time we may be, are not customers??
does the organisation not adhere to what they preach?
and this is their so-called business ethics??
we are only in the limelight when we are needed,
only when we helped them in the monthly team rankings,
amongst other stuff..
so now that we are no longer needed, we are almost like discarded???
WTF?!?!?!?!


i really really want to quit this fucked up orgainsation..
never mind that they pay good basic wages..
never mind that they pay even better overtime wages too..
i mind their lousy, selfish and arrogant working attitude...


and i know,
so do the rest of my part time colleagues...


8yrs huh, u fat piece of shit...
maybe u have grown all cocky after rotting in that shit-hole for so long...
someday, u'll look back and see karma running after u..
and that's when u'll know the meaning of
what goes around, comes around...


the same goes for u too, u half-half...


goodluck

i am feeling damn emo tonight..
and this space really needs a story..


i know my birthday has passed,
but many thoughts still hang on the empty racks..


thank you all who managed to celebrate my birthday with me..
not that i mind..
but u know, this is the time
when u really wished that the person next to u
is not juz merely a friend..
but something more..
something much more..


prior to my birthday,
the guys at office bought randy n me a cake..
make a wish they said..
the 1st thing that came to my mind was her..
hahaha..
i'm getting weak again i know..
but i did not wish for that..


the terrorist attack on the hotels in mumbai;
that made me worry for her safey..
and i am beginning to miss her again..


take action they would say..
and my reply will always be nay..


sometimes, i wonder if everyone thinks as much as me..
heck, i wonder if anybody thinks at all..
why doesn't anyone look and plan ahead anymore?
what if i am no longer there to provide for your wants?
what would you do?


sherlynn juz got married last friday..
december 5th..
i was invited,
but had chose not to attend..
not that i did not want to give my blessings,
but respect has to be given to willy..
i'm sure she will look beautiful..
she always has..
well, i wish u everlasting marital bliss..


i know i won't be able to sleep tonight..


i am so feeling ktv now..
what the fuck...







the sights and sounds pass me by,
and i wonder when will i see you again..
but i still get no joy in your presence..
and i wonder if my heart is really dead..
this confusion is killing me..

taking some time out to fill this void..
lol..


school is going along fine..
juz trying to play catch-up with my modules..


and,
i met someone who has managed to
make me stammer while talking to her,
make my palms go cold with sweat..
she really takes my breath away..
really enchanting..
we'll see how this game goes..
*fingers crossed*


went on a shopping spree with neeky and leon..
bought lotsa stuff lah..
the damage to my wallet is @#$%^&!!!


I LOVE BEN SHERMAN!!!

my god....
this is really unbecoming of me..
practically abandoned this space for 2 months?!?!
lol..


school has started!!
and it's books galore, with boobs-fest too!!!!
hahaha...
failed IBM last year, so gonna retake as self-study module..


neeky wants to quit le..
knn..
ya i admit it is a boring job, especially for us old birds..
leon is already looking for a bank call-center job..
that sounds promising, i won't mind taking that during internship..


i'm looking to set up an online-shop or blog-shop..
selling bags n accessories for ladies..
michael n lilian are equally interested..
almost every detail has been gone over and agreed on..
but we are still unable to find a suitable supplier!!
gosh..
i really am looking forward to set up this mini entreprenuering business..
look great on my resume doesn't it??
hahaha...


k..
till then..

oh my... it's been almost a month...

i'm back in starhub..
same job, same pay..
well...
and all the OTs included...

deprived myself of so much sleep that i have fallen sick..
hahaha...
it's all about the money..

the familiar faces still there,
but are leaving one by one..
will miss you all!!

anyways...
good news is that dom is getting married!!
and i am invited!!!
hahaha...
congrats bro!!

ya, there's something i wanna share with you guys..
due to the true mobile number portability hype recently,
a lot of disputes have arisen..
i feel that there has been a lack of or breakdown in communication between the 3 telcos..
customers have been informed via more than one channel yes..
but still they are ill-informed..
there's a whole lot of them who did not even know about this tmnp issue..
and here i am, with the rest of my colleagues,
trying to salvage the situation..
the problem is not with them not knowing about tmnp..
rather, it is with the telcos not being able to cope with the setback..
hai~~~

well, all in all,
i am working to feed UOL my tuition fees..
at least i am not lazing around at home with nothing to do..
till then,
take care!!

brothers and i bought a braun buffel wallet for father..
he is always carrying that so-out-of-fashion waist pouch wherever he goes..
even to restaurant!!
looks so weird lah...
anyway, he claims that he has a few other wallets yet to be used..
for god's sake, use them lah...
that's what wallets are for,
to be used, not put them in a lousy looking waist pouch...


min hui is getting bigger and bigger..
and i still don't dare to carry her..
what if i drop her accidentally??
omg cannot imagine lah..
lol....


started my 9 months contract back at starhub last night..
few familiar faces..
jackiey is leaving, neeky is not joining us..
double banked with vincent..
and he is leaving soon.. damn..
work is fine..
just forgot lots of stuff nia..
hahahaha..
guess i need some brushing up ba..
well, i do have 9 months to do just that..


just selected my modules for the coming academic year..
will be taking principles of accounting, managerial economics, management science methods and macroeconomics which will replaced by intoduction to business and management..
$4708 - that's the course fees for this coming year..
luckily still have enough savings to pay for it..
don't want father to pay lah..
rather he use his hard-earned money for holidays and what not..


jared was deliberating over having a 2 or 3 days school week..
i advised him to go for 3 days..
why?
because 2 days and no work will make him slack and nua..
3 days on the other hand can keep him active,
keep the brain juice going..
moreover, can go school to see vegetables..
vegetables that the market cannot offer..
more chances to see vegetables will result in a higher probability of chancing upon one that he likes..
and if it really goes in that direction, he can bring home and tell his mom,
"i got a vegetable that you can never buy from the market"
see, win-win solution...

i wanted to get a pair of havianas initially..
but ended up getting a pair of aldo slippers..
costed me $85..
dom and leon said that i was crazy,
spending so much on a pair of slippers..
c'mon, you take care of your hair, your bod, why not your feet too?
hahahaha..


was on my way out this afternoon,
and in that crowded and stuffy lrt...
there's this guy wearing singlet,
grabbing onto the grab-holds with both hands,
airing his hairy arm-pits for all to see lah...
wah kaoz...
luckily i was not standing near him..
exercise some consideration lah please..
so many people around you
and you can expose your crowning glory for all to see..
and i can see the sweat trickling down loh..
this is what emily would call "kan ni na beh, grossness"


anyhow, went ktv with sherlynn..
singing with her is always fun!!
hahaha..
bought a pink striped polo-tee for $29


oh ya..
i am taking calls at haw par again starting next monday..

i can finally smell the m-o-n-e-y..

attended my cousin's wedding dinner last sunday..
it was a beautiful night..

but looking at how the event was held,
i could not help but think about it..

why is it that almost every couple will thank their parents on stage?
it seems so customary..
not that i am being rude,
but why hasn't anyone talked about other issues?
hahaha...

i know father is kind of anti-social..
and my whole family is given a table to ourselves...
think that effectively states that we ARE anti-social doesn't it??
lol...

in sociology, Parson stated that the society exerts its influences and internalise the social norms into us,
thus socialising us into social beings..
so looking back at how the people at the wedding behave,
are they behaving that way because of the effects of social norm and control?
or are they exercising their relative freedom and authority to negotiate the event as per what Mead said?

blame me for studying sociology..


okay, enough of the crap..
met up with sherlynn yesterday..
you know, i've never been able to comprehend why couples cannot be friends after that broke up..
sherlynn and i shared beautiful memories together..
although we did not managed to carve out a future together,
we still remain close..
we will catch up with each other once in a while,
talk crap, bitch about our miseries and stuff..
hahaha..

anyways, went to her condo at lavender..
she stays at the 35th floor!!!
and the view is spectacular!!!
you can see the singapore flyer, the city, the kallang river, etc etc..
i can imagine the night view... amazing..

went vivo city to shop...
finally found a pair of slippers that i like!!
hahaha...
chanced upon a bar - brotzeit
it has like 20-30 kinds of beer,
plus it serves really yummy suasages!!

got to visit the place again this sunday with dom, leon and dine..
you won't get drunk there dine, so don't worry..

well well well,
it's the first day of june!

exams are finally over!!!!
think i fared pretty well for most of them,
except for the last paper..
but i'm not disappointed..
this is what you get when you don't put in enough effort..

a good fren called..
wanted to borrow 5k from me to bail out a friend..
omgggggg
spare me lahhhh.. hahahaha..
i agreed on 2k, payback in a month's time..
you know, money and friendship doesn't go hand in hand..
hahaha.. but i trust you lah..

anyways...
cleared up my room..
what a fucking mess it was..
lol..
i seriously have no idea how did i manage to mess up the room..
tons of waste thrown out..

sold off my NTU texts at bras basah complex..
at a miserable $30 for 10 books!!
and that's after lots of bargaining..
learnt some new driving tips though..
if you really need to change lanes on a taffic jammed orchard road,
you got to combine some aggressiveness with a bit of courtesy..
plus a good eye for opportunities to slot your drive into the desired lane..
hahaha..

managed to shave off 3kg from the 7kg i put on during exams..
call it a side effect of exams..
4kg more to go!!

it may be the holidats,
but i doubt if i'm going to get any..
i have decided to go back to starhub to work my ass off..
with mr leon in tow..
he's going crazy thinking about the OTs and more OTs..

planning to get:
1 pair of havaianas,
1 pair of jeans,
2 polo tees,
1 tee,
1 haversack bag (i promise i won't look like a tortoise)

next time anyone sees simon,
tell him to work more OTs first ya..

i need u now..


*fingers crossed*

u,
don't understand me;
don't live my life;
don't feel the stress;
don't know what i have been doing;
don't read my course.

so,
u,
please shut the fuck up;
and leave me alone.


thank you very much.

econs, math, stats papers are over!!
i think i have done enough to pass with quite a buffer to spare..
proud of myself!! haha..


irony upon ironies,
when love n studies collide..
so what are u going to do now??


and how do u solve the problem,
when u have your 2 toughest paper 2 days apart?
do u prioritise, or do u thin out your resources?


i have decided..
i believe so have u..
let's see who's right..


i'm wishing for may 22..

it's 8 days to my first paper!!
have not been into an examination hall since i left NTU back in 2006..


speaking of my decision 2 years ago..


sherlynn has just left me..
i guess her absence affected me greatly..
she practically made up one half of me..
so much so that i flunged my papers..
and 3 semesters with lots of re-sits later,
i decided that that just isn't my cup of tea..
coupled with that were the shadows of her which i just cannot seem to shake off..
it was a tough one, deciding to leave all behind me..
breaking the news to my parents was even tougher..
till now, i still have not the courage to say this to u..
i guess this is the only place for me to say it..

daddy, mommy, i'm sorry..

after quitting ntu, i was at a lost still..
i was effectively left with nothing - no cert, no skill..
i know i have to do something to get my life back on track..
so came the decision to enrol for UOL-SIM..
and the discipline - BSc Economics and Management
econs has always been my weakest subject in junior college..
and i am going to face it again!
hahaha..
during the wait for school to start, i joined starhub..
work was routine, customers were weird, but the pay was awesome!!
so started the endless OTs..

then school started!!!
i was quite surprised actually..
u can walk around NTU for the whole day,
but u will rarely find someone dressed as trendily as in SIM!!
really!!
lol.. it was a feast for the eyes lah..
o ya.. the boys started off their conversations with "so, which unit were u from?"
hahahaha..
c'mon man, i ORD-ed eons ago alrite?!
it was obvious that i am among the oldest in the lecture theater..
well, nothing to be proud of..

hmm.. time flies.. like the turn of a page..
and here we are, on the last day of april..
i have since resigned from starhub to concentrate on my exams..

i know i have studied, but i still feel nervous..
i have a lot to prove, and much more to show to the world....
heads up people!




I'M BACK!!

**fingers crossed** hahaha











it's a tragic kingdom isn't it..

it's WORLD EMILY DAY!!!


today, jared n i pledged not to scold emily -
if she makes careless mistakes;
if she does not know how to do her sums;
if she whines;
if she throws tantrums;
if she whacks jared or me!!


we'll be nice to emily..
n we have been!!
like extremely nice can..

it was an unproductive day..
too much movement..
too much crapping..
too many unanswered questions...
arghhhhhhhhh

still, i am pretty burnt out..
as agreed by emily,
our brains seem to be getting saturated..
and marginal returns to scale is decreasing..
damn... was that econs i just mentioned??


i think i need a small break...



ktv anyone??
emily? jared? leon? dine? fion?


chill out session also can..
i want to visit peranakan place and mezzebar!!

i don't know what i should blog abt..
so i asked emily..
she said,"emily very hot"


ok....



EMILY VERY HOT...


very hot ah...
go take a shower lah..
or turn on the air con loh...

neeky commented that i am happy..
hahahaha..
yes i am..
i have no reason not to..
i have finally managed to make her laugh..
n i know it's a genuine laughter coming from her..
she is finally feeling better..
slightly..


stay happy..
n have a safe trip!!
we'll meet up soon!
i promise a prawning day!!



i love emily's blog!!
makes me laugh until pengz everytime!!
hahahaha..

u are asking for my help..
but u are not letting me in..
tell me how..
how am i to help u??


u can cry with me..

sometimes i wonder if u are my enemy..
an enemy who has watched me grew up..
an enemy who sleeps under the same roof as me..
an enemy who laughs with me..
an enemy who stabs me whenever i turn my back..
an enemy who cares more for itself than me..
an enemy who hurts whoever that comes close to me..
i really wonder..

i m turning into an emotional wreck soon..

i really hope u can understand me..
understand my plight..
understand my heart..


pls,
don't turn me into the person i was 2 years ago..
he lies asleep deep within me..
and i intend to keep it that way..




my fingers tremble again...

i know many friends find me ...
weird; too uncle; and what not...
i don't care much of their comments really..
i believe in staying true to oneself,
without fronting a lying face ALL THE TIME..
that's fucking tiring, no?


each and everyone of us has a unique set of beliefs;
which we stay faithful to..
it is truly a great pity,
that religion gets in the way of love..

another heart is cracked into two..
sometimes,
there's just too much that time cannot erase..
and the wounds won't seem to heal..

i don't why i always feel this way..
but whenever my close friends face the onslaught of a break up,
i feel sad..
not the way people say it and words pass on to nothingness..
there seems to be a tingle,
a jolt maybe of pain running through me..
it's as if i was in the relationship together with them..


stay strong..





misery loves company..
call me if u wish to..

And she came to me..
And she has that look in her eyes..
And that look which i cannot bear to see..

And so it begins..

And he knows the answer..
And the answer which he had most wanted to get..
And he teared with joy..

And so it begins..


And so it is....

i m no longer reading the script..
it is confusing me..

i heard smth today..
i wonder if it is for real..

it sux to have exams..
totally!!
u revise, u forget!!
n u revise again!!
n u forget again!!
damn!!
i guess tt's y the teachs always remind us to revise again n again..
hahahaha..



i forgot abt wayne's birthday!!
geraldine too!!
treated him to a meal at a HK cafe,
n a great ktv session at NewWay KTV,
all in great msia!!
so freaking cheap man!!!
lol..

we talked abt the good old training days..
talked abt each n everyone of the training buddies..
how i always crack lame shit with them..
how william tried in vain to woo jessica..
how jackson kept trying to sell insurance during class..
how isaac wow the gals with his bulging "meat" in tights!!
hahaha..

g: look at ah seng!!! he has chg so much lah!!!
w: ya lah.. lol.. last time look like lao uncle..
g: ya man! looks much better now.. but the uncle label remains! lol..
w: hahaha.. n he was late for 1st day at work man..
me: i'm glad lah.. seriously, i looked crap back then man.. lol..

anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAYNE!!



YuJiao has left SH!!
was invited to have supper with them..
man, i'll seriously love to,
but been buried in my notes for the whole day.
too tired to even hold the steering wheel..
still managed to text her a well-wishing msg though..
she has always been the quiet one in office..
a v efficient, no nonsense gal...
we'll still see each other in sch gal!!


her msg seems lacking in zest..
so i asked after her..
she replied tt i was reading too much!!
lol..
well...


i hit the sack..
n juz b4 sleep enveloped me,
i almost forgot abt it's 04/04/08!!
let my fingers do the talking..
MERRY BIRTHDAY MICHAEL!!


n the dreams came again..

extreme ways

did my clearance last night...
took a last look atmy fave workstation..
n it's bye bye Starhub!!
went for farewell supper with the whole 6.30 gang!!
i was really touched man..
the turnout was great!!
nonetheless, the time has come..
another chapter of my life closed..
all tt is left r memories n pics..
n my legacy..
bye bye charmings!!
will miss u all!!!!



he came to me outta blue..
like the rest..
i see a man with a broken heart..
i hate to see another like this..
i do understand his pain,
the restlessness,
feverish feeling;
no appetite;
the word "tired" exists no more..
shared my experiences..
i'm sure the words r almost the same as the rest..
stay strong my fren..
we r all here for u..
i wish u the v best of luck..



什么都是我不对
对不起我不够完美
那相本将两个世界
隔离在冷战的周围
你为何都不说呢
说到底你要什么
掉眼泪是在折磨谁
这黑夜那样的黑
我们为何却都不能睡
世界总会和平的相对
总会有人先说黑够了没
当你床前放了玫瑰
BABY WANT YOU COME MY WAY
也许我没说爱你 EVERYDAY
也无法永远不让你后悔
但我爱我们有笑有泪
爱得不完美 才是一种完美

不敢靠着我的背
当今晚失去你约会
叹息了谁应该妥协
主旋律又该谁让谁
当情歌失去弦乐
噢我们失去了解
所谓幸福只剩对嘴
倔强为何口是心非
说你受伤了无所谓
世界总会和平的相对
总会有我先说是我不对
当你床前放了玫瑰
BABY WANT YOU COME MY WAY
也许我没说爱你EVERYDAY
也无法永远不让你后悔
但我爱我们有笑有泪
因为你是我BABY
不完美也很完美
YOU NIGHT WANT MAKE IT GO AWAY
风风雨雨为了谁
YOU KNOW OUT WILL MAKE BEAUTIFUL DAY
我答应未来会努力
记得说爱你EVERYDAY
我爱你不只爱你的每种美
更爱你的伤悲
爱你所有的黑白灰
什么都不能代替你的眼泪
什么都不能改变你是爱哭鬼
爱有特别的审美
你的不完美 才是一种完美

finally!!
today's my last day in Starhub!!
i'm quitting after 14mths in employment..
gonna miss the guys back there lah..
not to mention the OT pay!!
hahahaha..
wth..
at least i m leaving with a whole lot of happy memories,
n leaving my footprints behind!!

alrite.. gotta work for my final 6hrs..
cya~~

ok.. i think i m at it again..
went to work knowing tt smth is juz not right..
true enuff..
spilled food on my clothes..
wanna scream at customers..
kena complained by customers..
kena grilled by frenz..
got frustrated with cab uncle..

zw: seng, u look troubled.. wanna talk abt it?
mq: seng, u got a broken heart again ah?
char: seng, u fell in love again?

so many thoughts ran through my mind at tt instant..
so many things i wanna say..
but my answer was simply "nay.. juz normal"

i m simply emotionally overwhelmed lah..
haven had this feeling for ages..

can't seem to stop thinking during the ride home..
it's like thinking of nothing but yet everything..
wtf.. have i like gone bonkers?!?!
i felt like crying lah..
nbz... wad is wrong?!?!?!
i m losing control!!!!


it's a constricted bottleneck effect of overwhelming emotions..


hope it'll b gone by morning..

i m beginning to miss u...

busy busy busy!!
exams r ard the corner!!

parents have gone holidaying in China n back...
there goes my serenity..
hahaha...

tendered my resignation last sat..
2 more weeks!!
always believe tt one cannot stay at a place for too long..
will stagnate ya know..
n u climatised to the envirnoment..

but then again,
i m still pondering if i shd come back after my exams.
or shd i go M1??
hahaha..
heard tt there is a better deal at LV call center too..
lol...
contradicting right?!?!

been like 2 weeks or so since i last blogged..
was freaking busy lah..
revision n work..
but it's fun!!

wayne drove dine n me to m'sia on tue..
bit a while since we went tghr..
we saw this policeman carrying a shotgun out in the streets!!
hahaha..
we saw a m'sian ba po..
visited pizza hut for the spicy wings again!!
super shiok lah!!
dine had her hair rebonded,
wayne n me went for a facial..
really cheap!!

anyhow,

neeky n charmaine r back!!
with lotsa stuff!
n each of us has a badge!

o ya..
i got neeky a Mini Cooper S car model
n charmaine a ring from Miss Sixty..
neeky mentioned tt she alr knows wad i will get her..
damn...
charmaine's ring dun fit though..
gotta go back to chg it..

the gang were supposed to go clubbing at Dbl O back on wed..
but were denied entry by the stupid bouncer..
she mentioned tt neeky was not dressed like a gal..
wtf.. like she has the right to determine wad neeky has to wear??!!
i m damn pissed off with tt incident lah..
juz drafted a letter last night,
will be sending it out to the club's mgmt soon..

did some light shopping ytd..
went ted baker's..
leon bought a nice t-shirt..
damn, tt guy seems to wear all tees effortlessly..
i got myself tt mambo shirt!!
full of floral print..
best thing of all,
it's my 1st ever pink shirt!!
the customer service there is superb!
so is the ambience..


went to wheellock n raffles city
wanted to get some gifts..
no stock!!!
i will not be deterred!
gotta look for alternatives..


it was an interesting night in office..
gals in ultra tight mini skirts with stockings!!
hahaha..
dine, leon n i raced for call hits!!
loser to treat!
halfway through, leon realised tt he counted wrongly..
wth...
anyway, i won!!
simon 97 vs 92 dine !!
alrite little sister, the treat was a bluff lah..
juz wanna spur u on for the mthly stats..


ktv this wed boys n gals!!
chiam, leon, zw, dine, pei ning, meiqi n me!!
can't wait man!!

neeky n charmaine r off to taiwan!!
i m so envious of them!!
anyhow, we managed to send them off at the airport..

the guys seemed to be more whiney than usual..
the fact is, they are even worse than me!!
look at leon n zw, both are like babies man!!
omfg!!

i'm busy chasing my call stats for the past few days..
plus revising for my upcoming exams..
n of cz recovering from my illness..

talking at valentine's day...
it was juz another normal day for me..
well everyday is v day if u truly love ur partner..
i did go out with a few of the usual pple..
leon, zw, crystal n dine..
played some crazy funny mindless arcade,
caught the show "jumper" at marina square,
n went to pasta de waraku for lunch/dinner..
the waiter offered the gals cigs with an etched-in heart!!
so nice!!
hahaha...











i dreamt of u walking towards me..
u were in that beautiful dress..
wearing that everlasting smile..
the world seemed to stop for u..
the only sounds i heard were the echoes of ur heels..
n the beating my heart..
ur fragrance still lingers..
happy valentine's day to u..

p.s. i love u

it's so quiet in the office during cny..
not much calls to handle..

went to catch the movie "p.s. i love u" after work..
it was an enchanting love story..
abt a widow coming to terms with the loss of her husband..
it really reflected the daily obstacles tt she has to go through..
the pain of not having her bedrock with her..

he is a total romantic lah..
bet all the gals who caught the show muz b in depression now..
depression from having such a difficult time finding a guy like him..
lol..

n chk out the game tt gerry played with holly!!
reminded me of the one tt i played 3yrs back..
but she's gone now..
i guess for a better man..











p.s. i love u

CNY 07/02/08

HAPPY CNY!!!!

not for me though!!
woke up in the early morning to get ready for work..
n my wonderful bro has to pick the 1st day of CNY to quarrel with me..
tt zara shirt i bought for CNY shrunk after wash!!
met inconsiderate commuters..
my limited adidas porsche edition shoes have spoilt!!
handled sarcastic customers..
n i m freaking lacking sleep!!

n the only consolation i can get from all these??
$18/hr!! can u smell the money??
hahahaha..

n my fellow colleagues r all gg crazy..
from lack of productivity n activity..
n they have to resort to playing cards - gambling is the right word..
listening to ipod..
chatting on msn...
playing mindless games online..

it's still fun to have my frenz with me on this otherwise boring Thursday!


in any case, i wish everyone a Merry Chinese New Year!!

fears

i was duped..
by none other than charmaine!!

u see, she told me her shift started at 10am..
n when i reached office, she was not ard!!
thinking tt she cld have overslept,
i almost went to get her shift chg!!

turned out tt her shift was de same as mine..
-___-

n when she came,
she had a story..
apparently, her toenail got chipped..
while trying to escape a roach!!
n she is still smarting over the incident..
go visit the doc soon if the sticky stuff keeps oozing..

everyone panics over smth..
there's nth to feel silly abt it..

i panic when i cannot see..
the world juz go into a blur..
it's unimaginable..





wad do u freak out over??

proposition

i m in love..
i have fallen in love again..

n the target of my affection
is a ring..

actually, it's 2 rings..
no, they r not couple rings..

yes, one of them is a ladies' ring..
n of cz,
the other is a men's ring..

yes i m crazy..
n my next sentence is juz so gg to make me sound so insane..

i m gg to buy the ladies' ring..
n i need someone to wear it..
someone who can carry it off..
carry it off with the right pinch of glam, style n class..

dun worry, i'm not nuts in the brain yet..
but i m really serious abt my proposition..

i will not reveal the label, nor the price of the ring..
i can assure u tt u'll definitely love it..





question is,
r u game enuff to take me on??





now, i'm certainly bonkers..
hahahaha

thoughts n words

sometimes words juz come outta my mouth..
n i dun even have to think abt it..
all i did was to focus on the issue at hand..

i have neva realised tt
i can say sweet little nths..
or do such amazing stuff..
all w/o much thought on it..

i amazed the customers..
i amazed my frenz..
i amazed myself today..

blink, n here we are

25/01/08
it was such a happening day lah!!
rushed to collect the car..
picked up charmaine..
sent her to boon lay to get her hair done..
picked up neeky from sch..
later on it was barret..
n we went to ikea!!
did some home shopping..
n it's off to town!!
got jackiey's bdae pressie - a red bull f1 racing car model..
followed by cafe del mar!!
the ambience was so nice..
nvm the sandy bed n the time we took to find the place..
hahaha...
afterwards, it was off to east coast park...
n then siglap for supper...
pity i have to get home early...
really had a great day man!!


26/01/08
poor barret..
think he had a serious lack of sleep..
came to my place the following morning..
n i drove us back to the car rental shop..
did some shopping, n i decided to go for OT..
damn shagged sia..


27/01/08
went back office early afternoon..
xchg the car model for another due to some cracked paint


28/01/08
OT...
tired..
but still, i had fun in office!!
all bcz of my wonderful frenz!!


another event in the works!!
it will b one of the last few..











i have decided to leave...
will u miss me??

life & dreams

life is getting boring..
everything is so routinal...
sch n work, more sch n more work..
i need a fresh challenge!!

n i need a break!!!
gotta view it from another perspective..

tmr's gonna be a fun day!!
all joy n laughter!!
got a dirt cheap deal for a car at $70 for a day!!!
wooohooooooooo!!!


think i have been joking too much le..
nobody knows when to take me on a serious note..
do i have to be more business-like??
the chg will scare u guys off!!!











i dreamt of u again...
n i'm beginning to miss u...