hugz for u

i see
sadness,
unhappiness,
negativity,
depression,
turmoil,
anger..

i see it all..

the weather is always sunny after the storm..
bear with it boys n gals..
it'll be over soon..

hugz hugz

ignorance is bliss

organised a supper for the gang ytd..
was at michael's fren's place - Hanz
turn-out was not quite wad i expected..
but the food was really yummy anyhow!!
atmosphere was great!
we had laughs..
their smiles juz brightens up my day..


finally met up with dine today!!
n she certainly has prospered!!
hahaha..
had a nice chat..
she had so many adventures in US..
i m freaking envious man..


maybe i shd not have included u in my last post..
anyway juz to remind u tt i m not a spam center..
so b mindful of wad u post in my cbox..
u asked for help..
n i get accusations in return..
do u know wad u r asking for??
i have my tolerance limits too..
but anyway, i'll juz ignore this once..
juz dun ever do it again..
smth tells me tt u wun even bother to digest these..
sigh......

merry xmas

merry xmas to one n all!!!

attended yuqing's wedding dinner ytd..
wah, the class boys n gals certainly have matured a lot over the yrs!!
big one n TBK r still the same!!
n i'm still as crappy as ever!!
hahaha..

went back office to join the guys for xmas celebration after tt..
they r juz so fun!! lol..
party poppers, wine, choc, etc... u name it..
can see tt the sweet gang r getting high from the alcohol!!
wad a great day it was!!


worked adhoc shift today..
caught i m legend with vincent, neeky, charmaine n colieen(i think)
not as wow as i expected it to b, but still, a nice show!!

took vincent's bike to a country club at bukit batok for family dinner..
it's grandma's bdae!!
n aunt daisy flew back from US to join us!!
n she cld not recognise me!!

but she did compliment me for becoming more handsome..
hahahaha... tsk tsk..



sorry to include this last part..
din really wanna write this but i need a break too man..
cut me some slack alrite??

it's time for u to learn to handle consequences..
consequences as a result of ur rash decisions..
i cannot always b there for u..
u have to learn how to treat a gal..
it all abt giving ur all n not expecting anything in return..
for if she truly loves u, she will reciprocate in kind..
simple it may sound,
but it takes a lot of effort;
to know wad it really takes to give ur all,
to know how to leave her with everlasting memories..

i know how u feel,
i've through it all..
tt's wad made me who i m today..

dream of a gal

had a strange dream last night..
dreamt of summer..
of her in pretty office attire..
of her tripping over her heels!!
damn weird lah..

maybe subconciously,
i wanna see her in sexy heels??
hahaha..


isn't it nice when for once,
u dun needa come awake thinking abt sch, work, etc??
can juz lie there,
until u r fully awake,
ready to take on the events of the day..
well, i guess i got to enjoy this feel today.. lol..

n i did some really intense revision..
it's time to fill up my memory space!!

sent msg to the wrong recepient again!!
this is so not right..











u r pretty,
but i shall not be tempted by beauty

angel

me: still breathing?? i sent an angel to take care of u le if u haven notice.. lol...
summer: still breathing and smiling. =) i saw Angel.

look ard u..

ever wonder who ur guardian angel will be??
ever wonder will u ever get to meet ur angel??
ever wonder wad will ur angel sacrifice to put a smile to ur lips??

at the end of the day, of all ur angels, who is the real McCoy??

ever wonder??


have a nice day...
n smile!!

i hate my ultra sensitivity

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shopping

i find tt i really m picky when it comes to shopping..
hahaha...
i mean, look, u r gg to spend ur $$ here..
so spend it wisely!!
b selective, go for nth but the best!!
n with tt, i bought a raoul shirt...
love it man..
can't wait to wear it..
but think i needa get a pair of pants to go along with it..
hahaha..


news spread fast i tell ya..
i can tell one person,
n the next thing i know,
someone is confirming the info with me..
lol..

it's juz a thot lah..
dun take it too seriously pple..
but dun u all wanna see it when it really happens?!?!?!


"where is my pressie?"
someone asked me this qn few days back..
n the qn has been stuck in my head since..
reminds me of a gal..
it's been a long time..











but my heart aches no longer for u...

running running

went back office this morning..
juz to take a file..
sent my bro n sis-in-law home..
n my little baby niece thk me by shitting while in the car..
hahaha.. damn cute...


she: why are u so secretive?? its killing me!!
me: isn't it better this way? things r gg fine the way it is..


contacted sinyi today..
seems like she has gone through quite a few relationships..
hahaha..


bbq menu has been decided!!
booze done!!
speakers settled!!
vincent has volunteered as activities ic!!
huin n jackiey have given their approval for transport assistance!!
think i'll take jackiey's over huin's.. lol..
left with games n accomodation!!
can't wait for it all to unroll..

i dunno

we were supposed to meet for a la carte buffet at Lao Beijing today..
charmaine overslept!
zhiwei worked night team the day b4!!
toki decided to become pilot...
but still, the buffet was nice!!
esp the popiah~~
michael was freaking creative with it lah..
hahahaha...


did a callback to cust..
he seemed to use only one sentence throughout the whole conversation
"i dunno"
like wtf..
how can we have a constructive conversation lidat??
u need help, n u act like some big shot?!?!
or shd i say, fickle-minded idiot??
lol..
i really dunno how does he communicate with his partner..


the guys r falling sick..
n tempers r flaring..
suggested supper to let them huddle a bit..
seems like it worked!!
everyone appeared quite cheerful after tt..


i'm a happy man..

guilt ridden

sitting in tt corner,
my thots can't seem to stop flowing..


u may say honesty appreciated..
but i know how u feel..
i'm sorry...
really..




can't forgive myself..
i have disappointed u..

mind, heart, soul

i guess DM calls r gg to b pretty much on the agenda in days to come..
hahahaa..
not tt i mind,
in fact i m learning to think how they think..
anticipation, precision, execution, resolution..
i juz love the challenge..
issit really in my blood??
mind games.. lol..


ches: wah.. bro, wad happened to ur hp wallpaper?
me: huh?? wad abt it?
ches: i thot there was a pic there??
me: o.. it's been gone for quite a while alr man..
ches: really?! wah.. smth happened while i was away??
me: no lah.. still the same..
ches: haha.. well...
me: c'mon man.. i dun play xx or gua qia de leh..
ches: hahahaha.. okok..











i failed to control my emotions..
i flirted..
forgive me..

question n answer

ktv was fun!!
so much screams n laughter!!!!
hahaa..
but i accidentally knocked over a drink..
sorry vincent!!

someone asked me a question today...
here's ur answer..

for as long as i m ard, i will make u all smile..
tt's the way i have always been..

but dun attempt to read me, bcz i'm a freaking thick book...

caffine

wad happens when u take 10 cups of coffee in one day??
will u get high on caffine?
or will u juz get wasted by caffine?


we'll find out tonight...

不能说的秘密

it's interesting to see how pple treat u differently
esp when they need a favour from u..
lol.. but still, it's a chance for me to learn smth new!!


stumbled across a secret accidentally..
dun bother to ask bcz i wun talk...
it's a secret.. hahaha..
n it's safe with me lah.. dun worry..


got accused of sweet talking again..

mixed feelings

test results r negative!!
mom's alrite!!
yeahhhhhhhh.. lol..


it's so disgusting to find pple practically forgoing their moral values..
esp when they juz wanna get some freebies..
juz bcz they have done it b4, it does not mean tt they can always get away with it..
how thick skinned can they b..


but i hear lotsa sighs today..
one is sighing bcz she has an ache in her heart..
another sighing for no apparent reason..
n one more sighing bcz he dunno wad to sms to gf.. lol
r u pple okie??

backache, again....

my back hurts a ton!!!!!!!
@$#%^&*!!!!!!!

somebody stop the rain pls..

honey lips, sweet talker

i wasn't sweet talking to u..
tt came from the heart..
wun it b tiring if i have to think of wad to sweet talk to u?
smile
*wink*

a day on the roads

i have been staring at the 14" screen for more than 10min b4 this came out..
lol..
strange isn't it when u wanna blog but nth comes to mind??

i may have more than 5yrs of driving experience,
but i have to admit overtaking has neva been my usual practise..
was sending grandma to hospital ytd..
n the PIE was heavily jammed lah..
as much as i hate overtaking,
it was a race against time..
i was practically squeezing in n outta lanes lah..
to all drivers out there, i'm sorry!! hahaha...

met neeky after tt..
practically her chauffeur for the day.. lol..
gave her some driving tips as well..
sent her to sch..
gave her a scare with my ruthlessness..
then went to get strudels..
then to borders!!
n i can't remb where is the damn carpark so parked at far east n walked over!!
stupid me..
wah lau eh..
she bought this mini cooper model tt costed 4 times as much as my shoes!!
damn is she crazy?!?! lol..

ktv has been cfm!!
13/12/07!!! cya there!!!!!!!!!!
someone pls get the beer ready for me!!!

moody gal

i see
frustration,
restlessness,
jealousy,
anger,
vengence
written all over ur face..

not even ur usual greeting..

wad's wrong?

shivers in the morning

gd morning one n all..
it's like so fucking cold man!!!
my old bones r practically trembling..
the pain in the arms r back.. shit..

i really m getting old..
but still the romantic-ist i hope.. haha..

off to work..
have a nice day

cheers

mom's op is a success!!
but she is v weak now though..
n the doc is examining the growth to determine if it is cancerous..
i thk u all for ur support n prayers..

popped by office juz now to give a surprise..
bought some choc for them too..
wonder if they like it.. lol..
i have neva tried it b4 lah..

jio-ed chiam for ktv le..
it will b either next thur or the thur after next..
hands up for ktv anyone?? gg twice!!!

complications arised

unexpectedly,
it juz got even more complicated..
lol..

he: wtf?!?! u wanna gua qia issit??
me: no leh.. wth.. i dun play this game man..
he: then?
me: hai~~ it's complicated bro..
he: dun make it too personal lah..
me: i'm juz lidat.. can't help it..


worked 12hr shift again after stopping for quite a while..
shagged out man!!

but i found a new buddy to take cab with!!
thks a lot alvin!!


i needa go ktv soon..
i needa let it all out sia.....
hands up for ktv anyone??

stupid shit

my hands r cold tonight..
my heart is beating wildly..
my thoughts r gg haywire..
n for the 1st time in many many yrs,
my hands r unsteady..


the god damn feeling is back..
wad in the world is happening to me??


i have to stop this stupid shit.. like right now.. damn..

lazy sunday

finally managed to sleep..
it's amazing how a fren's prob can affect me so much..
for i have always been able to remain level headed in situations..
guess some things juz get to me.. lol..

well i hope after the talk we had, u will be able to learn more abt urself n ur partner..
somethings happened for a reason, n sometimes we cannot control it..
the only thing that remains constant in this world is change..

mom is gg for her operation this coming tuesday..
has taken leave on tt day..
i'm keeping my fingers crossed..

went for class today..
can u imagine tt?!?!
class on a beautiful sunday?!?!?! haha..
but it's all for the benefit of the students lah..
n there's this guy sitting behind me..
he is juz snoring throughout the whole 3.5hrs of lecture man!!!
n salivating somemore!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth.. hahahahahaha

my thoughts r in a disarray today..
can't seem to focus..
guess i'll leave u with tt..