it's the story of us..
they don't have to know..
=)

a long time friend of mine commented that life in itself is boring
and it is what you do with life that makes it exciting..


how true..

yes!!
it worked!!
i'm just so happy to see your surprised and delighted expression..
and it amuses me that both of us thought of the same gift..
lol..








your laughter is so pure and innocent..
it has got me addicted..
i've got to make you laugh whenever i see you..

changes are around the corner..
new plans have been made..
excited!!








it's not much..
i wonder if you'll be surprised..

是一种花香 怎么吹她依然在
是快乐的门 只有她才能打开
是玫瑰的花瓣
满天飞舞飞进我胸怀
总给我 不安的 愉快


像雾又像花 无法证明它存在
像一颗流星 我无法跟它比赛
像早春的飘雪
多美丽终究不能依赖
像好梦 总是 醒得太快
我不是一个谈情说爱的天才
我没想到我的梦想 该也不该
来得快 走的更快
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
rationality tells me no,
heart says go..


the conflict goes on and on and on..

i think words are powerful..
ya..
the words you use in your everyday life,
they make or break you..


and you have actions..
and you have body language..

hell ya..
you need at least 3 senses to interact with a person efficiently..
sight, hearing, touch..


sometimes you just don't know what they want..
and that makes you ponder..
and the mind wanders..
and you get hell loads of different scenarios..
and so many different end games..
so which then is the right one?


beats me..








i'm stumped..
tell me,
what do you want?

feeling a bit hyper tonight..
might as well blog!


slept for 12hrs last night..
totally shagged out
but it wasn't a good sleep..
with dreams of which i can't remb,
and drenched in sweat because dear bro juz like to shut the windows when he sleeps..
nb..


ok bro finally made up his mind to get married next year!!
congrats!
yeah, i'm so thankful..
that i can finally have the room to myself!
hahaha..
hopefully dad doesn't have some idiotic ideas to violate my personal space again..
4 of us in 2 rooms,
then it became 3,
and now 2..
and the 2 in one room..
so gay right..
it's a 4 room flat for god's sake!!

and the whole house needs a renovation badly lah..


zzzzz

it's all prepared..
but i feel that there's something missing,
and i have no idea how to improve on that..
hmmm


i wonder if you will like it..
*fingers crossed*

it's the season of giving again!!
christmas is around the corner!
and the headache of what to buy for who is here too..
lol..
actually, rationality makes the decision for us all..
just buy/make for those dear to us..
the rest of you..
well, you guys are close to my heart too, just not that close at the moment..
hahaha..
rationality and reality are real bitches ya..


got myself a banana republic shirt and a ben sherman tee..
think they look great on me..
or rather, i look great in them..
lol..


leon told me he is joining the property boom next month..
KT jio me too..
truth is i am so tempted, but i have to think about agrader too..
i like agrader with all the negotiations and follow ups..
hell ya, as if i really like it so much..
but it is a partnership with kevan..
it's just unlike me to ring him up one fine day and say,"hey, let's call it quits. it's been nice working together."
on the other side, KT and leon are like flashing the pile of notes at me..
"time is money, and probably more." said KT..
ya, money and probably more..
and time is certainly not on my side..
opinion seeking time..
feel free to comment guys


you know sometimes when you meet a fair lady,
and after various interactions,
you just seem to know what she is thinking..
i don't know if you call that chemistry or just plain understanding..
the thought of me finishing your sentences with 90% hit rate scares me too..
hahaha..
truth is,
1. i did not install spy camera in your house, but the live feed is quite clear.
2. it's finanically impossible for me to x-ray your thoughts, maybe you bluetooth-ed them to me?
3. i just know what you are thinking most of the time..
4. it should not be me who is doing this.. ps: you know what i'm talking about.

i think i dreamt last night..
did i?
i can't remember too clearly..
don't remember most of my dreams anyway..


mother likes to shout when talking..
somebody tell her to speak in normal tones pls..

she said,
"I wanna find the guy that listens to me yet allows me to listen,
let me make all the decisions yet help me make the decisions,
and I will work hard but not that hard,
so he has to support me in any way possible."

wow.. lol..

questions for me?
ask and you'll be answered..
lol


she said that this space is filled with my emotions..
yes she is right..
this is the sanctuary for me to .....
ya you get it.








*sigh*
all the questions in the world for me..
who knows my question?
what is my question anyway?


do you know your question?

i'll admit, i am lazy..
lol.. lazy to update my blog..

can't seem to fall asleep, been tossing and turning in bed since 1am..
so what the hell, might as well make full use of my system overdrive time.


so school has started since late september..
final year le, and i've been relatively good!
been attending classes and doing my tutorials..
but the worry is there for the honors..

agrader has started again after the year end holidays..
wish us luck!!

met up with zhan peng, kenny and eric last night.
fook yew wasn't able to join us loh..
sad..
we were catching up on one anothers' life and stuff..
and i was asked the all important questions: so what have you been up to? got gf alr?
haha..
i think my replies surprised them quite a bit..

have been thinking about my future lately..
so old alr still studying for degree a bit lao kui hor..
anyway after graduation next year, i'm planning to get a job.
as to what kinda job i'll be looking for that has yet to be decided..
as for agrader, it will still be there running..
if growth rate is going exponential, then i will focus on it instead.
the aim is to generate enough customer base and open tuition center(s),
from where the co-ordination will still carry on..
of course when the whole process has gone into automation,
i'll definitely look for a job to broaden my horizon..
studying masters is an option i may seriously look into,
but that one still has much to consider about..
2 years of working experience leh..

love life?
lonely uncle loh..
got lah.. there's somebody..
but then she attached..
stupid right, i always like gals who are attached..
haha.. i can see myself still single at 35..
grandma keep saying that she wanna see us all get married before she leaves..
what the hell.. i don't think i can fulfill your wish grandma..
your grandson is not on wanted list.. bo bian..

mother just kp me..
hai~~ cannot sleep what you want me to do..
can't possibly ask me to lie on the bed n wait for sleep to claim me right..



actually my thoughts are full of you, you, you and you..
damn